Opening Statement and FBI Response
Timestamp: [00:00:08 – 00:00:33]
- Background of “Hacked: the Saga” series
- States authorities and FBI “completely blew me off and gas lit me”
- Alleges hacking, stalking, intellectual property theft
- Location at Marion County Courthouse
Financial Fraud Discovery
Timestamp: [00:00:59 – 00:02:01]
- Discovered money laundering through fake probate notices
- Probates published in newspapers with searchable case numbers
- Conspirators allegedly paid through fake probates, websites, marketing, vacations
- Unclaimed property on State of Oregon used for payments
- Kia vehicles suspected to be provided as payment (brother worked at Kia dealership)
22</sup? “Your eye is like a lamp that provides light for your body. When your eye is healthy, your whole body is filled with light. 23 But when your eye is unhealthy, your whole body is filled with darkness. And if the light you think you have is actually darkness, how deep that darkness is!
Matthew 6:22-23 NLT
Biblical Context and Christian Involvement
Timestamp: [00:02:01 – 00:04:01]
- References Matthew 6 and Luke 11 – “eye is lamp for the whole body”
- Most conspirators identified as Christians
- Includes “professional Christians” – teachers, speakers, preachers
- The actions of the modern-day Pharisees are similar to “criminal mafia”
- Observes physical changes in conspirators – “light goes out”
33 “No one lights a lamp and then hides it or puts it under a basket. Instead, a lamp is placed on a stand, where its light can be seen by all who enter the house.
34 “Your eye is like a lamp that provides light for your body. When your eye is healthy, your whole body is filled with light. But when it is unhealthy, your body is filled with darkness. 35 Make sure that the light you think you have is not actually darkness. 36 If you are filled with light, with no dark corners, then your whole life will be radiant, as though a floodlight were filling you with light.”
Luke 11:33-36 NLT
Initial Conflict – Book Club Incident
Timestamp: [00:04:52 – 00:11:36]
- 2022 book club with Shawn and Davina White
- Discussion about critical race theory at conference
- Theological disagreement about national repentance and slavery
- The point of 2 Chronicles 7:14
- Book club disbanded after disagreement
- New book club formed … I wasn’t invited
Publishing and LLC Theft
Timestamp: [00:12:00 – 00:14:00]
- Efusion Media Group LLC used for publishing
- Amazon account compromised
- Ghost account created on Twitter showing no posts
- Phone number compromised (discontinued December)
- Two-factor authentication locked to old number while Amazon tech support “don’t even see the number” on the account
- Cannot access author copies or change account information
Amazon Account Manipulation
Timestamp: [00:14:00 – 00:20:00]
- Database corruption suspected
- Documentation of Royalties being skimmed
- Suspect that a dummy/ghost account created, essentially it looks like double books are being run on Amazon KDP
- Ray McAllister books removed after discovering “verified sexual predator”
- Books keep reactivating on Ingram Spark despite termination attempts
- Only Charlotte Thomason shows royalties for 2024
Academic Origins of Conspiracy
Timestamp: [00:22:00 – 00:29:00]
- Started apologetics program Fall 2015
- Spring 2016 – World Religions class with Dr. Steven Tsoukalas
- HBU Secret Society Facebook group created by Ryan Grube
- Members: Ryan Grube, Sophie Cherry, Seth Myers, and myself
- 700+ post discussion on contraception (40,000 words) allegedly stolen
- Led to creation of An Unexpected Journal (November 2017)
Impersonation Attempts at Simonka Place
Timestamp: [00:29:00 – 00:37:00]
- Multiple individuals suspected of attempting to impersonate me
- Annie Crawford identified as main impersonator
- Four different people involved in impersonation attempts
Key Conspirators Identified
Timestamp: [00:37:00 – 00:44:00]
- Ryan Grube – Lutheran youth pastor, Giddings, Texas
- Sophie Cherry – Colorado resident
- Annie Crawford – primary impersonator
- Dawn Bajalieh – “first friend in Kingwood”
- Secret Society of Apologists Facebook group
- Charlotte Thomason accounts suspected to be run by Ryan Grube
Closing and Appeal for Repentance
Timestamp: [00:44:00 – 00:50:00]
- All of us will one day face the righteousness and justice of God
- Our sins are only forgiven if we confess (1 John 1:9 and Isaiah)
- It’s time for repentance and an attorney
- You’re not getting away with this. I know how this ends. You lose.
Poststream Note:
I originally streamed this on June 12, 2025, and there has been a lot of opposition in the interim in publishing the stream notes for this episode. One was even a threat behind a fake account.
This could be because of several things. Normally, what this would mean is that they stole the transcript of the Bible study that I did on this teaching of Jesus’s on “the eye is a lamp” and plagiarized it for one of their ghostwriting clients. It could be that.
It could also be that the “friends” sabotaging and attacking me feel particularly called out by that Bible study as is a message that speaks directly to them and their actions. That teaching is found both in Matthew 6 and in Luke 11. In Matthew 6, the writer makes it very clear that the warning is against greed. Luke is more explicit in his Gospel in that he identifies the Pharisees as those Jesus was speaking against.
The “friends” are modern-day Pharisees. They are literal “teachers of religious law,” writing for many Christian influencers and promoters of those co-opting faith to server their political agenda … including those who are trying to force Christianity as a state religion.
They are pushing Christianity, yet their own actions are anything but Christian.
So it could be that the mention of that 2020 Bible study in my Parables of Jesus series is triggering for them.
That is possible, but I don’t think that is the primary motivation for the obstruction of this livestream.
I think it is because I mention Shawn and Davina White.
What is ironic about this is that I didn’t mention that they were part of the syndicate running the sock puppet network … which they are.
In December of 2023, I noticed a pattern of interaction between X/Twitter accounts that were coming across my feed. I had been interacting with a group of accounts that I believed were Christians. I discovered that these were not accounts for actual people, but were sock puppet accounts, many of which began to deny foundational truths of the Christian faith. I began calling them out on Twitter, both for the heresies and for being a fake account.
This began a series of relentless attacks composed of targeted online harassment and hacking of my devices, which has continue to this day.
In the beginning, I had no idea who was behind the attacks or why, but it was actually when I realized that Shawn and Davina White were running the account of Stephen Bedard, a Canadian pastor and a former contributor to An Unexpected Journal, that was the beginning of the long road to discovery which is documented in Hacked: the Saga. I explain some of it in my first livestream in the series titled, “A Message to my Stalker.
What I have not said publicly until now, is that Shawn and Davina White were the only two people that I knew personally that I named in my initial 200-page report that I submitted to the FBI on July 27, 2024. At that point, I had not yet discovered that people that I considered actual friends were also involved in the targeting of myself and An Unexpected Journal.
Because I don’t consider Shawn and Davina White actual friends. As I say in the stream, we were acquaintances. My only connection to them was that we were all part of Zak Schmoll’s book club from mid-2020 to 2022 when it was terminated because I challenged Shawn White about what he believed about Critical Race Theory.
I have not spoken nor had any communication with Shawn and Davina White since.
About Shawn and Davina White
This is what I know about Shawn and Davina White.
- They are married.
- Shawn used to be in the military.
- They live in Arizona.
- Shawn was a sort of lay minister for the youth at his church.
- Davina worked for a marketing company and Shawn did something with IT.
- Shawn had a masters in apologetics from Biola and was working on a PhD in Faulkner’s Great Books program along with Zak Schmoll and Seth Myers.
- Shawn was big into G.K. Chesterton and submitted an essay on The Man Who Was Thursday to the G.K. Chesterton issue of An Unexpected Journal.
That is all I know about them.
Based on the recent attempts to block this livestream, I suspect that it was THEIR marketing business that I supposedly had some sort of agreement or relationship with.
I did not.
I didn’t have anything to do with them before, apart from, or after that book club.
If Shawn claims anything otherwise, he is a liar as well as a thin-skinned pansy that can’t hold his own in a discussion.
Original June 12th livestream on X
A modern day application of Jesus's warning in Matthew 6:23 … some people don't listen.https://t.co/0oI2jOwqTm
— Carla Sallee Alvarez – Raised to Walk (@RaisedtoWalk) July 2, 2025
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